Have you ever been frightened? Cold feeling… nausea… sweaty palms… fast
heartbeats… this is how I am feeling right now.
I woke up at three in the morning feeling my heart rushing… I can’t help
on thinking “Is this it?” “Will you take me now LORD?” I’ve been taking care of myself ever since I
learned I have this ASD (atrial septal defect/or butas sa puso) I want to live
more and spend the rest of my happy life with my better half, Rolly and my
children Nikon and Niki. Inhale, exhale,
pray…pray…pray harder… pray for everybody… pray for my Mom who is far away from
us. Pray for my brothers and sister and
their families, pray for other people… pray for the sick and the dying… pray
for those who have nothing to eat and no home to sleep in… pray for those who
have problems… pray for those who are isolated… pray for those who are in their
darkest moment… pray for those who have forgotten that there is an ever loving
GOD who is always available for us 24/7…my heart beat now is so , so serene… it
seems like dancing… it seems so in love… so in love with GOD, our Father. I
started to thank HIM… thank you for this moment…
Thank you for giving me a chance to commune with you LORD… I
can feel you here beside me… the fear was gone now… my heart is so excited to
thank you LORD. My heart beat is rushing
to glorify you LORD.
My tears are falling… no words can express how grateful I am
that you are taking care of me LORD. All my needs, all my worries, all my
burdens… all my fears… YOU are not only leading me to right path… YOU are
really carrying me. All the days of my
life, you never leave me. Now I will sleep again…no more fears!!! I can now slumber for I know YOU ARE HERE!!!
